Selasa, 02 Juli 2013

Kangen

Gue kangen. Beneran. Mungkin ini terdengar aneh
Nama lo merangsuk masuk ke otak gue di atas hapalan biologi
Yang udah terlanjur masuk lebih dulu

Lo ngeganggu banget
2 hari yang lalu, kemarin, dan hari ini. Lo kembali
Di mana lagi?
Di otak dan hati gue

Jujur
Gue benci men
Lo dateng, kasih kabar, terus pergi lagi tanpa permisi
Selalu dan selalu lo sibuk sendiri!

Pengen banget, lo gue miliki
Tapi inget kata-kata lo kemarin, gue menggigil
Pantes? Gak tau

Kalo gue dibom, gue udah meledak dari kemarin
Sakit? Udah realita
Gue cuma butuh waktu buat menerimanya

Sore dan hujan
Hujan khas Bogor
Deras dan bau tanah basah

Gue gerah,
Gerah pengen ke tempat itu segera
Segera menemukan hati yang tertinggal di sana
Sekolah

Kangen,
Berharap lo tau
Walau sebenarnya lo gak akan pernah tau
Berharap lo peduli
Walau sebenarnya lo tipe orang yang cuek setengah mati

Kangen, tapi berusaha buat gak kangen
Rumit ya? Emang
Lebih rumit lagi, kalo gue ngerasain tapi elo nggak ngerasain
Berasa jadi pengemis cinta yang bodoh

Kalo gue kangen,
Gue cukup diam dan berharap lo juga melakukannya
Berhasil atau tidak?
Itu urusan belakangan

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I don't know what kind of paragraphs are these. I think, hmm, poetry? Yes. Because the sentences are just over act. I found it when I actually looking for a nice design blog. First, I found Raditya Dika's. But it's absolutely not a blog. When I wrote "Blog", suddenly google suggests "Blog Dwitasari". Dwitasari? Dwitasari.... Dwitasari....... I know! I clicked that suggest and then Dwitasari's blog link appeared. I clicked it and............................................................. welcome to an adorable Indonesian poet's world.

Her posts are just...... awesome. Meaningful. Did she ever feeling it all? How could she make an awesome paragraph like this? I'm amazed. And what I wrote today is actually hers. This's her second post. I can't copied and then paste it easly. Because of that, I wrote it by myself. And then I changed the pronoun. Not only the pronoun, I added some sentences and decreased some useless words. Don't worry, this's not my heart's feeling hehe. This's the original version. Sorry for the fault I did,

Thank you for visiting! ^^

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